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I need a break

Hello worms. Very late to update here but chapter 10 is up. I finished it at the end of February and put it up a few weeks ago. I'll go ahead right now and say I have no idea when 11 will be done. As I write this I'm completely burnt out on this project.

Halfway through drawing chapter 10, I realised after 3 years of drawing this thing and having so little to show for it, most of which I'm not even satisfied with, I'll probably never be able to complete it. Working on it takes so long and is so exhausting I need to take long breaks between pages, which leads to 3 month gaps between chapters because I hate the act of drawing it. I've tried experimenting with my style to speed up the process as of late but it hasn't helped me in the slightest. It only makes failure more frustrating.

I love these characters, I want to tell their story but the journey so far has been such a mess and a slog behind the scenes and the scars of that process are everywhere. I really don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't want to have to start all over again. I don't think I can.

I don't know. It's tough to admit after spending so long just trying to get this thing out of my head, but I don't think I'm cut out for this.

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